Wake me up when September ends

I don't actually like that song but I think it really quite fitting for this month. It just needs to be over. Have you ever been surrounded by lots of people and feel really alone? These past couple of weeks I have really felt more alone than I have ever felt. I don't know why I am not any more alone than I normally am or have been. It's just been hitting me lately. I feel so disconnected from everyone, my family, everyone. Maybe it's because I haven't had a chance to visit Chicago and my family that was become such an important part of my life. I haven't been able to go because I am completely broke and a little in debt so I am trying to pay back people and get some money for myself so that I can actually leave Champaign for a weekend.
There is a major rift in the household on Vine. I don't really want to talk about in a blog but it is really upsetting me. You think you know someone and then do something so unbelievable. I just will never be able to feel the same way ever again.
Every semester I say that I am not going to let myself fall behind on readings and every semester I do it. It is so hard to make myself sit down and read and now I have to read six chapters for a test I have on Thursday (which I should be studying for right now but I am blogging instead) in a book that I do not own. I love it when I put myself in situations like these. It's only mid September and I have already missed the allotted amounts in all my classes so this means I have to go to all my classes for the rest of the semester, this could be difficult. Other than that I really enjoy my classes and I found out last night that I only need 1 actual psych credit next semester to graduate and the rest filler classes. This is very exciting because it means that I'm almost done. Yay me! In other news...I have been working all the hours that I can at the Armory until I can find something better. Matt's movie won a emmy (now I guess I should rent and watch it). For some odd reason he didn't go to the show I so would have went that would have been faboulous. My dad is moving back from California mid October semi permantely. He will go back to California every two weeks for his treatment. That's a whole lot of traveling. Hopefully he will rack up some awesome freqent flyer miles and I can use it for spring break or something. That's about it.